Wednesday, January 25, 2012

2 years old!!!

 My little baby is growing up. I can't believe how much he has grown, how smart and hilarious he is, and how much joy he brings us. He is amazing. Every night we creep to his room and just stare at him, smiling like goofy kids at christmas over their great present. He is so big now, nearly filling his bed, wow, where did the time go? It doesn't feel long ago at all that I was holding him in my arms as a newborn snuggling him so tight.

A friend of mine recently asked me to photograph her daughters first birthday. What stood out to me were the details, she created the most incredible environment for this party and it got my wheels turning for my own little man. It was his birthday on Saturday, he is 2. I can't believe it!  We threw him a Birthday Party for him on Saturday, nothing big just a few close friends and their babies and our family. I couldn't think of a more perfect theme than Sesame Street b/c Jack Loves it! He knows all the characters and talks about them all the time, last night he even woke up from a dream talking about Ernie and Bert and Big Bird, it was adorable.. I knew that even though it was going to be a small party i wanted to do all in the details!! After weeks of crafting, cutting, making ernie and berts and cookie monsters, flags, cutting hundreds of circles (which was actually a stress reliever) lots of creative gathering of thoughts it all came together and I must say I am pretty proud. He was so happy when he came down that morning, he talked all about the decorations and  balloons and ernie and bert and elmo!  All those hours were totally worth it, just to see the smile on his face. Many sweet new things happened this weekend, just to name a couple, when asked how old he is he yells, "I TWOO" and holds out his forefinger and thumb, he sang Happy Birthday to the piano in key so soft and so sweet as he played along hitting the keys with grandma (we have never heard him sing a whole song before, it was adorable), he asked all weekend to sing skiminarinkeedinkeedink, row row row your boat, the wheels on the bus and head and shoulders (with all the actions),  and after much climbing in and out of the crib he is very proud of his new big boy bed we gave him last night, able to get in and out on his own. He is such a sweet little guy. I love to watch him grow even though I'm sad when I pack away each new item of clothing that doesn't fit him. You are the best. Happy Birthday my little man!!!

Tickles in the morning!

he woke up to a living room of balloons! he loved them, what fun!

Oscar - the garbage man (not the grouch, heehee)

some details... numbers confetti on tables
sesame street party isn't complete without bert and ernie! this was some fun cutting and pasting, I make a number of characters just by cutting out shapes from construction paper and pasting them together  like this!

loot bags, thanks for coming!



I saw this on a blog for sesame street party so cute, had to do it too, what a great idea for a snack for kids!

and so  I made some monster cookies too.


just to add a little colour to the table, pilsner glasses of jellybeans!

my cute little guy opening presents withe daddy
he was very excited about this bowling set.


and how can an artist mommy resist from buying her little boy who loves to draw and paint his very first easle.

Happy Birthday Jack, Love Elmo!

these took too long to skewer each one but they looked great.

my mom piped the letters of each kids name on their own cookie, and of course elmo is a must.

being tickled :) what a cutie, he had a lot of fun, playing and laughing, he is so great.
i wish my dinner table has this many yummy things on it every day. 


my cutie, wandering amongst the madness.


and how great are these!? Cookie monster and elmo cupcakes, I piped these all, my cookie monsters started to melt but were still cute, my elmos came out great and kept their shape.  I loved them and so did the kids.


the cupcake tower


everytone enjoying the toys

and Jack's very own 'Dorothy' just like Elmo has, a gift form his Auntie Carrie and Uncle Matt.

my little 2 year old man. He moves so much its often hard to get a picture of him. Here Daddy is giving him a massage" (jack comes up to you and asks you for a massage and when you massage his shoulders he laughs uncontrollably) what a sweetie.

good day, good friends.  i had made all these little flags and hung them throughout the house.

ohhhh present time, Lots of Thomas the Train, he LOVES trains.


just eating some elmo cupckes. jack ate one "eye" and decided he didn't want it anymore. ha!

being silly on the stairs

my cute little nephew Devin.

welcoming at the front door as you come in! 


hundred of handcut and sewn flags and circles, that was A LOT of work, but well worth it.

heehee just love these cupcakes!




Happy Birthday my little special guy. You are the best!

Day 3: Chronicles of toddler and his new big boy bed..

Nap time.. well the past 2 nights have been fairly successful, i was quite happy. Well then we reached today.. NAP TIME. The past 2 days I have been at work, so since our little switch over Jack has been and daycare napping in his playpen as usual. Until this point there has been no attempts to nap in the new big boy bed.  So I with hope, I followed our regular routine, and off to bed he went. No more than  min later he was out. So I then returned him back to bed. 30 seconds later, he is out. I return him again. and again and again and again and again and again for 1 hour and 35 minutes. So this is my afternoon, babysitting a freak'n door waiting for a small person to walk out of it. I have come to terms with that but this in and out of the bed and screaming and fits and flailing and crying, tears and excuses, I finally can relate to this book now.



I felt like when he was a newborn playing 'pass the baby' with my husband just to attempt to keep our insanity while he cried and cried.  But this time, i am alone. it is all up to me to not scream at him, burst out crying or break something. I continue to ask God for peace and stay strong because I know that it has gone on so long that if i give in, he wins. and he will do it ALL OVER AGAIN.  and with time it is really wearing me down, i am loosing patience and about to freak and right when I am about to loose my shit, he comes to the door one last time, i angrily i try not to show it but storm him back to his bed put him in and say "good night!" he looks at me and sits up, I say with desperation "no jack, its night night time" he cries, "MOMMMMMMMY!!!! .......BLAAANNNKET" (which doesn't mean he needs one, there is one in his crib, but it means he WANTS TO BE TUCKED IN NOW!! It registers to me very quickly, blanket!! HOLY CRAP blanket! FINALLY!!!!  OOOHHHH GLORIOUS BLANKET!! I HAVE WON!!!!!!!!!)

He sweetly lies down, I cover him with his favourite blanket. and he goes to sleep.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Chronicles of toddler and his new big boy bed..

Day 1: complete success. I was impressed that day 1 went off without a hitch. After much climbing out and small child smashing with incredibly ungraceful landings we decided to convert the crib to the toddler bed. We knew it was coming and wanted to hold off longer but with another baby coming in nearly 4.5 months and only having 1 crib we knew we would need to switch soon. So fearfully we did it. Day 1 he didn't notice the change. we set up a roll bar, and put a blanket over top so he still felt enclosed and safe, laid him down like we would in his crib and he was asleep as usual in minutes. THANK YOU JESUS.

Day 2: Not so smooth.... but eventually got there. The morning of day 2 he woke up at 7:15 as usual and was pleasantly suprised that he could get in and out on his own. Like it had been this way the whole time and only discovered it now. He happily jumped in and out of his bed until we left for work. Nighttime came round, Luke had class and so the routine is up to me. At 7:10 I put him in his jams, 7:18 I take him upstairs to our bed to read night night books, finish the rest of his milk, say bye bye to the milk and now we only get water until morning, and brush his teeth, read books abour brushing teeth but instead of being really focused he is a bit crazy and jumpy. The milk is done and starts to get cranky about it, I say no its all done we only get water now, it's time to brush your teeth. While he brushes, he doesn't listen to the books and brush his teeth with them as usual, though does stop to say "up and down, round and round" but then continue to barrel roll through the bed. "i jump I JUMP!"  - " No jack its time to read books and go to bed" I say. He continues to bounce. I say " well i guess book time is over, time for night night night, lets go to bed' i pick him up and we go to bed, he climbs into the big boy bed but is fussy and won't lay down. "I get out!"  - "no jack feet stay in bed, no getting out, it is bedtime" I say goodnight, put on his music and leave. He criieeeeesss and cries, but doesn't get out. I WAIT 15 MIN and then thump, bump bump bump, there he is at the door, crying, "BOOOOK BOOOK" I open the door to tell him, "back to bed", he cries and climbs back into bed. (by the way all of this is unlike him, he usually reads books and goes to sleep! he is the EASIEST KID TO PUT TO BED.) Anyway I tuck him back in he still cries and cries, i tell him again to stay in bed. I leave again, stand my the door waiting, then, bump bump bump, i put hims back in bed. 2 more times of this in a 60 second timespan we go through the same thing and i think,  good lord if I'm going to drag a toddler back to bed 100x tonight I might as well take 5 more min to read a freak'n book if it works. so I say "1 more book". We lay down in my bed as he catches his sobs and calms down. He tells me about the pictures and makes all the sound effects of the animals, after the book is done, i close it and HE says 'night night book".. UUUMMMM WHAT?  "night night milk (he sees it on the bedside table) night night light, night night room, night night car" and continues to say night night to all around him. I pick him up and walk to his room, pray over Him like every night, worship music on, lay him down and put a blanket over the roll over bar again, a blanket over him, give him his 'dirty dog' and winnie the pooh and show him that his bed is just the same, no different, the same place he sleeps every night. I say 'night night Jack'.  and he goes to sleep, only 20 min past his bedtime, it could have been way worse.. It has been 30 min. no crying, no fighting, no getting out, just a peaceful sleeping toddler....

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Winter Onederland!




It was a wonderful friends daughter, Little Miss Lorelei's first birthday in December and I was so lucky to be asked to capture it. Born to such amazingly creative parents, they didn't forget a detail. What a sweetie pie, the theme was Winter Onederland and it really was beautiful. From cupcakes to crafts and to what seemed like hundreds of hand cut snowflakes hanging throughout the house, they really made a special first birthday for their little princess. Happy Birthday Lorelei! What a beautiful Party!


cutest little birthday shoes and tutu!
beautifully decorated snowflake cookies, perfect for their theme!

little miss herself, dressed as the ONEderland Princess
little feet


a yummy hot chocolate station, complete with marsh mellows and hot apple cider
and cinnamon sticks...

I loved their home, many beautiful, unique and quirky things just like this..





lots of fun, balloons everywhere, snowflakes hanging everywhere, it was beautiful! this mommy doesn't miss a detail!

Happy Birthday to you!
and devoured!


looks yummy! i should have tried one!!

so many sweet little babies all dressed for the occasion




little crafter at work...



snuggles and tickles from mommy


enjoying her rocking horse...

Happy Birthday Lorelei!

Thursday, January 19, 2012

falling in love.

every few hours you wake up and 'bump bump bump' for about a 1/2 hour and then you go back to sleep. i stink'n love it.

First Publishing in 2012!


I was so privileged to be asked to have my art used for this the new CD 'Under my Wings" By Jeremy and Connie Sinnott. I am looking forward to this new Year and many new projects that I am very excited about. Stay tuned for more to come!

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

little miss or mr?

We are 19 weeks along now, I know i have been really bad and getting the blogs out this pregnancy, i have just been very tired, unorganized, grumpy, all of the above and blogging has gotten pushed to the bottom of the list. Its coming around the time, actually THIS FRIDAY to find out if this little one is a little miss or mr and we have taken a bit of an (what seems to be) unusual but totally traditional approach to it... WE AREN'T FINDING OUT. thats right I,  'the planner' am not finding out!!! Its funny I was soo unsure about this at first, my husband suggested it as what an amazing surprise it would be to push this little one out and learn who they are but the more I don't know, i can see the fun it is, a few friends have done it and said it was ah-mazing, just the best surprise ever. and now I think I have just settled with the idea of not knowing. I think' i am ok with not knowing. So it leads for a bit of fun for the next 20 weeks, boy or girl? This pregnancy is totally different than the first. So here is the list.

  • I started to gain in my hips and waist filled in first (I haven't gained much weight but what I have gained you can see! With Jack it was just in the front)
  • you have already see it in my face! JUST WRONG in my opinion.my face didn't start filling in till th end with jack
  • I feel like I look like death (lol) but seriously, I'm definatly not the graceful, gleaming preggo I was with Jack, my skin is different, I am getting zits, I have never had zits!! not even in highschool. I look bagged all the time, can't seem to erase those bags under my eyes, and blotchy discoloration and ugh. yuck.
  • Belly is wider and higher (does that make sense?) I was looooow and out with jack, this one I'm all thick, and now starting to go out.
  • no morning sickness with this baby. a couple gags but that's about it. I barfed A LOT with Jack.
  • Cravings: SWEET AND SALTY!  chips and a chocolate bar, delish and tons of milk. With Jack it was all about Sour pickles. 
  • Heart Rate: all over the place, 167, 150, 152, 137. Keeps me guessing.
  • i am GRUMPY!! crazy emotional this time bordering neurotic, irritable, psycho. 
I'm trying to think of anything else, I am definitely making pregnancy sound grand! but it really is just the reality of this one, but I feel fine. I have very little discomfort minus the random muscle pull or back ache, and I am sleeping, I have a pretty normal appetite, I am able to run around and play with my little guy and that is what I love! I guess every pregnancy is different, can't help but notice how different and wonder... but pink or blue I will have fun playing the guessing game until the end :)